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Motivate Me. . .!

I'm so free to blog everyday these few days. . . Actually. . . Got plenty to do, yet i can't seem to find the mood and energy to do it. . . Having great stress over not doing anything, yet didn't managed to find the motivation to do something. . . Anyway, all the works, i just don't seem to be able to figure out a way to do them. . . They were so chim and difficult that all i can do was staring hard at them and dream. . . This often left me with no motivation to do them. . .

Back to today. . . Ya. . . Our class attendance was unusually good. . . No late-comers, everyone were present even before 7.25. . . Lessons were easy for me. . . Because i did my chemistry work. . . Always have this kinda feeling that makes you feel like attending the lesson if i had done my work, otherwise, i will normally feel quite unwilling to attend them. . .
My mood had got slightly better, but i didn't wasn't totally rid off that bad ugly mood. . .
Showed my attitude during ODAC training today. . . Mr Goh didn't allow us to play game under the sun due to the hot weather and we were made to do indoor PT. . . This pissed me off. . . What crap was that. . . We have enough of PT, competitions are over, can't we just play some games to let our hair down instead of doing PT again. . . I was seriously against it, yet i still forced myself to go through it, despite showing some attitude problem. . . I didn't want to hide my anger. . . But i know as a member, i have to do what was told. . . Nevertheless, we did have some games after the PT. . Captain Ball. . . I wanted to play soccer. . so i wasn't very enthusiastic in the game we played. . . It was nevertheless still quite fun and entertaining. . . My team was fantastic. . . Won both the game we played. . . Although i didn't give my 100% effort, was actually quite relaxed and slacked throughout the game, we still won. . . Maybe i am actually quite pro at it. . .
Latest news came showed that O level result will be released only on Monday, not as what the rumour had claimed, friday. . . That means the 1st O camp will be on. . . Not sure whether is it a blessing or burden. . . I just know that with the camp on there goes my weekend. . . Xiao Jun want to have a gathering with me and vicknesh on sun. . . I will most probably be working on that night also. . . And this may result in insufficient time for me to do my homeworks. . . . Haiz. . . . How manz. . !

Okie. . . Tomorrow i got a dental appointment. . . Won't have to wake up so early to school le. . . Yuppie. .!

simply written on 6:12 AM
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