Chen Zhicai, Keith -->No.4. . Born on the date of 3rd Jan 1987
Currently studying in Serangoon Junior College
Live @ Hougang, Singapore
Addicted to playing soccer and computer games, listening to chinese pop songs and daydreaming
Principle in life is to do the best in everything. . never give up without giving his best shot. . =D
Enough. . .
What words should i used to describe my feelings right now. . .? Rage. . ? Depressed. . ? Anger. . ? In a state of dilemma. . . Maybe i just have enough, or maybe i'm just acting at a moment of rage, but one thing. . . it's really hurting. . . Ouch. . ! ! ! I just made the toughest decision. . . at least for now, it seems my only way. . . No wish to waste any more time dwelling into it anymore. . . i have already been shattered into many many pieces. . .
Study now. . Study study study. . . i fear for my future. . . I want to go into the university, i want to get myself into Architecture course in NUS. . But it seems difficult now, i'm worried for my sciences. . . I failed my physics in the recent Mid Year, all the reason to make me panick about how i'm gonna do well for A level. . . I'm at a lost on how to study it, as i realised, there's not much things that i can understand for the subject. . Chemistry, another worrying thing. . Though has been passing the subject, the recent few topics has been driving me nuts. . . I just know nothing about Electrochemistry and Inorganic chemistry is always making me staring at blanks. . Lots of things needed to be memorised, reaugitate and copy word by word as answers. . . A lot of work just needa to be done now. . . but i suddenly hope that i would have taken an Art combination. . . perhaps life will be easier. . . i remember that i came to taking this combination because it will give me a greater variety of choice for the university courses, it's not really a combination of my choice. . . i would want to take economics and chemistry, but it just prove to be a worthless combination. . .
Ok. . well. . Went studying with Wan Teng just now. . . Finished my Sampling distribution tutorial and actually wanted to study inorganic chemistry, but i ended up teaching her Normal Distribution most of the time. . . Haha, anyway, it's good revision, i just enjoyed teaching people math a lot, didn't know why. . . it gave me a sense of satisfaction whenever i managed to make someone know how to do a question. . . Haha. .
And ya, i worked my last day at gim tim yesterday. . I assumed it's gonna be my last day. . I have no wish to return there to work until maybe my A level is finished, unless there's really a need. . . I just told myself that it's time to study and you shouldn't work while you are studying. . . So, even though it's my last day, which no one knows except for the few who knows me well, it's nothing special. . In fact, i've a busy day and well, i was not in the correct mood that day. . . Haiz. . Ok, time's up. .
simply written on 9:03 AM
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