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School Reopen. . . Happy Birthday to Me. . . !

Today's my birthday. . . And unfortunately. . . today's also the day where school reopens. . . For the past 12 years of schooling, this has mostly been the same. . . Birthday. . . and school reopens. . . It wasn't entirely bad actually. . . I got the well wishes from many in school today. . . Thanks people. . . thanks. . .
From as early as 00.00am this morning, been receiving message from fellow friends whom wishes me a happy birthday. . . And the first person who did that was Shi Hui. . . Shockingly, this secondary school classmate of mine still remembers my birthday. . . Then came many others consecutively. . . Quite delighted to receive their sms. . . really appreciate them though it's only simple sms. . . but sadly to say. . i guess i had forgotten the date of most of their birthday, except for a few. . . Just hope that i can try my best to find out, so that i can send them an sms or get them something when the day comes. . .

So yea. . . now a grown up boy. . . 18 years old. . gave me the license to do lotsa of bad things. . . buy alcohol. . cigarettes. . . clubbing. . . Well. . . i won't smoke definitely. . . not so stupid to spend money to buy something to inhale and kill my ownself. . . for alcohol and clubbing. . . maybe yes. . . but once in a very long time. . . drinking is bad for health. . i learnt that since i'm in primary school. . .
Birthday wishes. . . most importantly. . of course. . is a good health. . . Nothing can be better than having a good healthy body. . . Even if you have all the successes but not a healthy body, there is totally pointless. . .
Secondly. . . I want success. . . success in everything anything i do. . . I want success in A level, i want to achieve excellent results that could get me to a course i want in university. . . I want to get gold if not silver for napfa this year, so that i will not have to go for early enlistment. . . Basically i want to be successful in anything everything. . . Greedy. . ? i don't care. . . i just wishes for these. . .

Ok now. . . First day of school. . . Feeling sorta of sense of superiority of being J2. . . Haha. . . I was lucky. . considered to be so. . . i didn't really got caught by any of the discipline teachers for long hair. . . Just a light advice from a nice malay teacher who told me to trim my hair behind. . . Alright. . so i will be going off to cut my hair after blogging. . .
From my experience. . the first day of school is normally quite slack and relax with not much teaching going on. . . This appeared to be true for the first quarter of the day. . . We simply slack around in the canteen as though there was no tomorrow. . . But when the lectures and tutorials came. . . It left you no breath to relax. . . Lectures were going fast and boring. . particularly the physic lecture which lasted for 1 1/2hrs. . . had to try very hard not to doze off. . . the chemistry lecture was going at a supersonic speed. . with the new lecturer -a phD graduate who kept on emphasizing that she's a doctor to us. . . The chinese lecture. . oh my god. . . his voice sorta makes me feel uncomfortable. . . and it's damn boring. . .
The timetable now has got some major changes. . each period last for 45minutes. . There's some pros and cons for these changes. . . there are now no more common break. . so the traffic in the canteen during the peak hours should be eased. . . Lectures now has got double period, which means 1 1/2hr of lecture. . enough to dozed you off rather than keep you listening. . . but there are also more short days for us. . .
From the first day. . i can guess there will be more to come. . more tiredness, more stress, more workload. . . there can be only be more, except that. . there will be less time. . . Should get myself prepared for the badters. . .

4 hours later. . . .

Yes. . . I cut my hair. . . Feeling the heartache inside as i saw my hair got trimmed off. . . And now. . . My hair. . . so damn short. . . at the back. . . I looked so guai now. . . It will be another long time before i will be able to have back the long hair. . . .

I was in a hurry to go and cut my hair that i realised i forgotten some details. . .

Got my height and weight taken during PE lesson today. . . . And i realised. . . i had became shorter. . .! From 172 to 171cm. . . With this. . . i don't think i will still be able to reach my target if 180cm. . . . Got really bothered about this. . . really wanted to grow taller. . . .
The weight too. . . i had not reach my target of 60kg. . . only 57kg now. . . despite all the effort put on eating. . . . I sounded ridiculous. . ? While so many people are trying to put on weight, i am here trying to gain weight. . .

I am damn tired now. . . totally do not have the energy to do any work. . . yet i just can't don't do. . . there's still so much undone. . . Chemistry. . . Mathematics. . . . My mind now totally empty. . . can't think of anything. . . Haiz. . !

simply written on 1:48 AM
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