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Hopeless

Hasn't been blogging for so long that it isn't enough to count even with all my 10 fingers . . . Reasons for this. . . : Busy. . Lazy. . . etc etc etc. . .

Lotsa of ups and downs since the last time i have blogged. . . Many thoughts, feelings and apprehensions for all the events that occurred since. . Yet i am not able to recall and blog them in. . . There were surely much happy moments, but at the same time. . unhappy ones that made me felt very down and depressed. . .

Anyway. . Had our OCIP gathering at Ms Wee's house. . . I dressed up myself. . just to impress somebody. . . Guess it didn't. . . Well. . yup i dyed my hair. . . that was to continue the tradition that had been taking place for many of the recent end-of-year vacation. . . Seriously didn't did much there. . . just eat, play cards and watch some DVDs. . . Later on. . Went Junction 8 to catch a movie with some of them. . . Shuttle. . . Not a bad movie to watch i guess though i can't admit i enjoyed it because of some reasons. . . Wouldn't label it as very spine-chilling. . . It's about a photographer and his girlfriend being haunted by a spirit, who it happens to be his ex. . The guy had cheated her feelings, ditch her and even took photographs of her being gang rape by his buddies. . . So many times had i thought this basket will be dead after falling from high levels while being chase by the ghost and he didn't. . . The movie ended with the guy in mental hospital with the spirit still haunting him. . .

Got back home after this. . . Took a long way back. . . by MRT(NEL). . . Just wanted to go past Dhoby Ghaut and hope to get something. . . I didn't. . .
Back home. . . Was left in a total depression. . . Came to some realisations for some matters i do not want to disclose. . . Threw myself into a sea of music. . . music that can reflect my emotions at the point of time. . . That's what i like to do when i am upset. . .

Oh manz. . . Loving this song Wo Yuan Yi, sung by Jay Chou at his The One concert more and more. . . He sang it with so much emotion. . . unlike the original singer. . How i wish i can sing like him. . Haha. . . Well. . There is this song which i thought is nice too. . . Waiting For You by Hu Yan Bing. . Recommend all to go download and listen. . .

Ha!z. . .

By the way. . . v3 Lost its first match yesterday. . . 4-1 to some mixed poly team. . . Well. . . Have to admit that we deserved to lose. . . The opponent totally outplayed us. . . We didn't have our full first team squad, miss some importa and the field condition was horrible. . We couldn't get our passes together, since most of our passes are mainly on grounder balls. . .
Quite a few incident on and off the match. . . Had a tense argument with Ce Jie. . . The team's discipline is getting from bad to worst, and is now out of my control. . . I will just let it be, and not interferre anymore. . . I just wonder how long this team is going to last. . . Just felt it's a pity to let the team go like this with all the progress with had made so far. . . That's why i am trying hard to hold the team together. . .
Then during the 2nd half of the match, Jia Liang was slapped by one of the opposite player who was unhappy with his sliding tackle. . . Got the urge to run forward to get back at that guy for him, but Jia Liang just want to let the matter rest because the guy already apologised and offer to let him slap back. . .

So that's about it for the day ba. . .

simply written on 4:15 AM
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