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Pressure. . !

I had i actually written something for my previous entry. . . but somehow or rather, it wasn't properly published, probably due to some server error, that everything i had written didn't came out. . .

It took me so long to come out with another entry. . . As usual, i was busy, lazy, tired to blog. . . I wander today is a good time to blog, i am left with so many things to do, i don't know whether blogging at this time will be appropriate. . .

For most of the week, i have been busy over the 2nd Orientation Camp. . . Devoted time, effort and energy into it, i really hope it can go on well. . . It wasn't easy planning something big, but i have rather make it BIG than to just let it go dull. . . Afterall, this will be one of the last thing i gonna be doing in ODAC before retiring to concentrate on studies, so the pressure is on me, to do a good job. . . After only a few rounds of persuasion, editing here and there, had we finally got our proposal approved on thursday. . . There had been so many obstacles on the way. . . There were thoughts from the teachers to cancel the camp, to restrict the camp to take place in school only, to change it to a simpler one etc etc etc. . . Any of this happen, our effort shall all gone to drain. . . I tried and fought hard for our plan to through. . . It will be something great, something exciting and fun, but i agreed it was too last minute. . . Safety measures were important, there had been quite a lot of risk involve in this project, but we managed to get it to the minimal after several amendment and finally, the teacher approved the project, though i can see it was sorta 'in an unwilling' manner. . . We are now in the final phrase of the plan, and next week, on friday, we will see the fruits that it bear. . .

So. . . for the week, i hasn't been doing much studying. . . I doubt i can do as well as i had did during the first CA. . . I have been slacking in school. . . Physics is giving me hell lotsa of problems, i really fear for it. . . I bought study guides, 10 year series, but none seen to have helped. . . I still don't understand many of the concepts and i can't seen to understand. . . They were so foreign to me as i try to do the questions. . . The wednesday physic test. . . i stared so hard at the questions, trying to get something from my mind, but nothing came out. . . I guess i gonna failed badly, possibly less than 5 out of the total 30marks. . . Heard that they are gonna kill us in Mid year exam with questions set beyond A level standard. . . Stress. . !

simply written on 9:58 PM
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