StOrIeS

Not My Days

Raining cats and dogs this morning. . . A great time to sleep. . . but forced myself to get up for school. . . The rain got even heavier as i was making my way to school. . . The small umbrella that i've got wasn't enough to shield me from the rain. . . Got myself drenched, particularly the lower parts of my body. . . my pant, socks and shoe were totally wet. . . Due to this, i went over to the void deck under Zhen Wei's house and asked him to get me a pair of socks, a towel and plastic bag since he was going to work around that time too. . . But in the end, he only got me the socks and forgotten everything else. . . Nevertheless, that was good enough. . a favour from a good pal like him. . .
Despite the new socks he gave, the situation didn't get better for me. . . My pant and shoes were still wet. . . the new socks got wet too. . after i wore it with the wet shoe. . . Resorted to taking off everything on my foot as it was getting rather uncomfortable. . . And that's how i spent my entire school day. . . attending the lessons bare-footed. . . It was rather uncivilised, but i didn't care. . .
Today was totally an easy day. . . No lectures at all. . . Just purely tutorials. . . chemistry and physics tutorials. . . all were done in the same classroom. . . I didn't went for the break. . So, was basically spending all my time in the classroom. . .
I reached home particularly early today. . . 12.30pm. . . Skipped the CLAO lecture. . . Never want to go for this. . . i thought it was rather boring and time-wasting. . . Chinese A level is already over, what's the point of attending it. . ? I am getting extremely complacent. . . may be retribution will fall on me(won't do well for the A level Chinese?). . . I suddenly feel i am going back to my old ways. . . a big bad boy. . .
Anyway. . . Feel it just isn't my day these few days. . . Still in holiday mood. . . Couldn't think of anything. . . Very moody. . . Suffering from slight insommia at night, not able to sleep very well. . . I need a good sleep. . . if not i will fall ill. . .

I sent emails to the v3 guys yesterday to declare my decision to quit as the captain. . . Decided to do this as i am not sure whether i will be able to express my thoughts face to face with them. . . I am not sure whether i have did a good job for the team, but i knew i certainly failed to earn the respect of most of them. . . I am just not a good leader though i tried hard to be one. . .
So, i already did what i had wanted to do since a long time. . . whether v3 still goes on will now be the next question. . . I certainly do not want it to end. . . We had made so much progress that it will be a pity to get disbanded like this. . .

Have a dental appointment tomorrow morning. . . so i will not need to attending the morning lessons and allow me to sleep till slightly later, since the appointment is on 9.15am. . . Gotta have lotsa of rest. . . ~!

simply written on 1:28 PM
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