Holiday End Liao(To Be Continued)
Chen Zhicai, Keith -->No.4. . Born on the date of 3rd Jan 1987
Currently studying in Serangoon Junior College
Live @ Hougang, Singapore
Addicted to playing soccer and computer games, listening to chinese pop songs and daydreaming
Principle in life is to do the best in everything. . never give up without giving his best shot. . =D
No!
No. . . ! How i wish this isn't true. . . ! I was devastated. . . My class did very well for PW. . . 4 Band 1s, 14 Band 2s and only 4 band 3s. . . I thought it won't be me. . . I thought i won't be so unlucky. . . I seem always so blessed. . . For so many occasions had i escaped such situation. . . This time it's not. . . Just as Mrs Suresh read out. . . Zhicai. . . . 3! My mind immediately fell into a world of darkness. . . I was sad, disappointed. . . Suddenly felt a sense of hopelessness. . . I'm so useless. . . Even Wei Liang got a 2. . . . Why me. . ! I did my part, i put in the effort. . . I could still recall myself practising my script for PW while working that very particular day. . . I tried so hard to restrict tears from flowing. . . In front of others, i have to put up a brave front. . . I tell myself, i'm a guy, i cannot let others see me crying, whatsoever. . . Yet i can't prevent myself from showing the sadness in me. . . I just simply sit at one side, quietly, silently, feeling the sadness, suffering the sorrow myself. . . I didn't feel like talking, in fact, i wanted to just find some place where i can just be alone, listen to music, and have plenty of thoughts. . . God. . . Why let this happen to me. . ! Why do i have to feel this sadness while everyone else is celebrating and happy over their grades. . .? This setback is too big for me to take. . . I feel myself falling from the peak to the most bottom. . . Just as i thought i was at my peak. . . I do not know how to climb back, i feel so demoralised, so hopeless now. . . I comforted myself, i told myself that i shall not let this affects me. . . This is a blessing in disguise, this will drive me to working extra hard for my A level, to try and reach for A A A. . . I'm now one step behind the others, i must work hard in order to do well. . . I must do it. . .! I will do it. . . ! I got what is has to make it. . . I DUN NEED PW TO GO UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
simply written on 4:49 AM
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