Chen Zhicai, Keith -->No.4. . Born on the date of 3rd Jan 1987
Currently studying in Serangoon Junior College
Live @ Hougang, Singapore
Addicted to playing soccer and computer games, listening to chinese pop songs and daydreaming
Principle in life is to do the best in everything. . never give up without giving his best shot. . =D
Big Bad Egg
I am a bad boy again today, skipping chinese lecture and going to school only at 9.30am. . I intend to do this again tomorrow, well what is the point of attending the lecture where i was practically not listening at all throughout the session?
So, i was going to school solely for PW. .
PW, was more like a chatting session, was basically talking most of the time. .
Overheard Sally whispering to Ting Jun over some ODAC internal stuffs so i interrupted and started a conversation about it. . Although i didnt manage to catch what exactly she was telling Ting Jun but i could roughly figure out what the content was about. . I could guess that ODAC is now waiting to choose new AO(activity officer), after that Zhou Zhicai was as though not doing much in ODAC and seldom attend our training. . She didn't admit she was telling Ting Jun about that but we instantaneously started a discussion from there. . She told me to buck up and take more initiative to prove myself in order to get the post and i was currently not doing any other that. . Instead, she said i was giving the impression of a slacker and possess heck-care attitude. . She was right and i knew it, but i just don't like to purposely do something to impress other people. . I want people to see or discover for themselves. . Only through this will it prove that you are capable. . . Maybe this is not correct or not the right way to do it, but somehow i feel that is my character. . My sister had taught me that i must fight for my own status/rights/benefit/future/happiness whatsoever, and the previous lesson taught me that i have to impress other to prove my worth, but maybe i am just not into all these fightings or whatsoever. . Nevertheless, i understand that Sally has been helping me all the while, putting in good words among the exco members and recommending me to take charge or in planning activities. . I am deeply grateful to her, but i will like to apologise if i have let her down. . I am sorry if i am too insensible and show insensitivity at times, but it is very difficult to explain in words how i thought what i feel, because i myself also do not know, so often just put it off with words that made me less awkward(win me back some face). . Anyway, thanks for everything you have done. . .
simply written on 1:49 AM
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